You not quite here by calendar standards but it's coming soon.
A little less than 3 more days.
It's been 6 months.
It seems like it sped by...
Vinyl, Roswell, Athens, Buckhead, Aisle 5, Nashville, Houma soon to be Chicago...
then at home in DC for Chrismas.
Those are my stepping stones.
It will be 6 months in a couple of days.
It was - ten days ago it was gonna be 6 months. Wait? What? I am in the now not the past...
I refuse to be pinned down. I have accepted my weight, my height and my age.
Maybe not that order... but I am working on being alone. I don't care anymore what people say.
These are just things I think at 2AM.
Or 3 in the afternoon.
Or after a few glasses of wine...
I wanna go. I need to stay. I am hungry. No no not another bite. I'll pop like a tick.
This is not going to become me. Death isn't pretty. Wearing black is. So I refuse.
I ain't scared now, but I might be in 6 more.
How do I mark the milestone, a pebble in the Chattahoochee? a good meal? a drive around the block?
Lord knows I can throw...
"So kiss me and smile for me..."
#sleepbetter #gettingthere #waitingforthesun
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